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Expression and EMOtion

Energy is an expression of life

It's not for me to say, why I have an impusle or why at a given moment I feel a need to express

Energy in its creation has an end

My life is made up of almost infinite creations of energy which had a beginning and ultimately end

This is the the circle of life, this is the path of oneness to expression and back to oneness

Emotions are a very important part of my life - they need expression and transparency

Otherwise, life becomes dull, it becomes a shadow of what wants to be expressed

My life becomes another movement to protect myself from the impulse manifesting within me

This protection often is hard or distracting, its root is manifest as another creation of the first which was silenced out of fear

Hiding, Hiding, Hiding

Running, Running Running

Frozen, Frozen, Frozen

To speak and act as I feel is not small act

"(In fact - It is actually the highest form of worship - but that's for another post)"

Even complaining, blaming and condemning is a shield of armour

So much of life is spent talking, organizing and forming community around secondary expressions

When the initial impulse can be expressed, I do not need anything else

I do not want, do not look, do not seek - I feel at peace, I feel at home

Home is where I can find rest and peace within myself

Home is when I have had a long day of being able to express myself authentically

Actions are needed in this world, fundamental to it

And at the same time, emotions clear the debris from the road, give a clear viewpoint

From which to take these vital actions

I wish I could say I was good at expressing my emotions and only my emotions in my relationships

I am not. I have expressed my emotions as a fact, a news headline, a blaring fog horn .. all secondary

And when I was able to express them, they were as a child and therefore mothered

It's a tricky business. I do not like it. I wish there was a better way.

Maybe I can create it

From start to finish

From Oneness and then back to Oneness

and Home