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There is no place for fear

There is no place for fear

there is no place to hear

the wailing calls of my inner child who cannot fathom how to share or connect

There is no place for fear

alchemy turned fright into distractions, avoidance and contempt for one another

a surreal place of fantasy megaland living my life as a vaudville stage show

There is no place for fear

bottled up and churning with reflections of guilt for any action which doesn't meet my pain

but merely takes me further away from it

There is no place for fear

frozen at my core, stuck in a timelessness of shock and disillusion

caught in a temporal moment of inner helpless oneness

There is no place for fear

where lingering stagnacy sees other peoples triumphs and success as an even greater ache

having the need to purge it, refute it and ultimately make it smaller to not feel even worse

There is no place for fear

the moral and societal beliefs anchored in my mind as concrete walls, unmoveable

underground passages dug beneath it all finding movement only in the the darkness

There is no place for fear

two sides of a relation, imprisoned in their own no man's land unable to climb over the barbed wire fence

searching, hiding, crouching and forever on alert with hairs standing tall on the back of my neck

There is no place for fear

Intuitional survival constantly seeking comfort not from the pain of what is

but from the pain and agony of any no possibility to relate and make a meaningful change

There is no place for fear

seeking refuge in our own egoistic reflections as the only source of reflection and validation

locked in narcicism and control not out of want but because there is no other escape from this cold damp bunker

There is no place for fear

feelings numb to the core - polarity in pleasure or pain is the body's cocaine

no middle ground, no gray, only black and white, dark or dissociated, oblivious or naive

There is no place for fear

generations imprinted with prison numbers fading only slightly with each new birth

lying dormant, waiting for the call to awaken

There is no place for fear

to stand and look it , eye to eye, face to face, presence to presence

blinding lights of shame piercing my senses sending me even deeper into the unknown forest

There is no place for fear

matryoshka dolls growing larger, layer by layer, covering up any possibility to be seen or heard

replaced with beautiful masks of bedtime stories and disney movie endings

There is no place for fear

my voice swallowed by my belly, bubbling in a witches pot of curses and evil spells

driving me, tempting me, pushing me, leading me like a puppet string to limb, string to limb

There is no place for fear

duty , doing and dogma running like clock-like gears in perpetual motion

producing consumer needs, country's GDP and global economies

There is no place for fear

to touch ground, to place hands on the earth realizing we are all walking trees

rooted in soil and bedrock, born from seeds exposed to moisture and the great Light

There is no place for fear

for saddness, for trust, for humility, for vulnerability, for acceptance, for embrace

I need permission for these , to allow te shadows to dissolve in the light

There is no place for fear

for acknowledgement, for attention and interest - to give it a chair in the spotlight to speak

raising the curtains and hushing the crowd until even a dropped needle can be heard

There is the no place for fear

to be heard in the silence of compassion and love with all no fault, no accusation

no judgement, no comparison, no fix-it, no denial, no criticism

There is no place for fear

because we all live in it, move by it and are wired endlessly to it

There is no escaping fear nor creating a fish sized story from it

Fear can only be met by love and this love is seeing fear for what it is - in each and every one of us

Seeing life as it is - for what it is, is love

And in this love - in this resonance of self recognition a sad and aching heart appears